casualtoast

I take a look in the mirror You ask me what I see But I don't want to tell you I don't want to remember: The horror The ribs that tell stories of neglect The scars on my arms that whisper sweet pains The caves around my eyes that groan in my sleep The stomach that arches in bare hunger A killer It's a wonder why I want to make myself shrink Why do I hide, instead of run away? Why can't I remember the first time? The seconds go by The days go by The years go by I want it to stop I am still here I am waiting